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今日の絵

When I Finally Understood “Have”

I had learned the word have many times before. At school, it was simple. “Have means eat.” “Have means own.”

So I thought I understood it. Or at least, I believed I did.

But something always felt wrong. When I heard sentences like have a day, have a feeling, or have an experience, my understanding quietly broke.

One day, I stopped trying to translate. Instead, I tried to see the word.

And then it came to me.

Have is not just “eat.” It is not just “own.” It is to take something into yourself.

A moment enters you. A feeling enters you. A day enters you.

When you have a nice day, the day is not outside. It becomes part of you.

At that moment, English stopped being a list of rules. It became something human. Something physical.

I smiled. Not because I memorized a word, but because I finally understood it.

And quietly, I thought:
“This is why I keep learning.”

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Understanding is not remembering.
It is when meaning enters you.