I woke up at six.
I couldn’t sleep very well tonight.Because I fought with my big sisiter.
She droped down her key in the gutter.
And she asked to help our neighbor.not me.
Our neighbor called “Habusan” helped her.
But I didn’t know that.
MY big sister was into my room and speaked me that event.
I gave her a spare key.
And I downed the downstair.
The lost key couldn’t get back because we can’t open the lid of the gutter which is too heavy.
We said thank you so much to “Habusan”.
We gave up to get back our house’s key which was dropped.
After that.we siblings talkd about that event.
Suddenly She started angry.
And shi had a loud.
Should I die? She said.
I was sad. so I was really sad.
After this our were visited the end of the fight.
I let her shopping some cakes for “Habusan”
And I said .bring to “habusan”.
She agreed and did.
She backed home and said
She couldn’t give “Habusan” some cake.because they said We don’t take them.
After that. I ate a cake.
before bed I thought about her.
She has been alone for long time. And now too.
She doesn’t have any friends for long time.
And she won’t make frends from now on.
She loving her mother and father were already gone.
But I don’t talk her very much.because I don’t like her very well.
She will often talk to me. But I don’t.
I have to help her.But I can’t do it.
After fighting. I thought with lying my bed about her.
The loneliness her is often singing a song.and says monologue.
tbecause hey are fun for her.
I was sad that I thought it.
From now on.What should I do? I don’t know.I’m sad.
The time doesn’t returen.
There aren’t my mother and father any more.
There is no one to help me.
I’m alone too as same my big sister.
I have a small dream.
If I can speak english very well.I want to leave from japan.
At that time I think that I wii take my big sister.
And I want to live with her the another country.
But I have many big and tall walls.
I have to get over it.
I must go my way. no I will go my way absolute.
I want to know Why I was born about a human in the world.
I trust a destiny.
I sometimes think that I didn’t die till now on.
because I have to do something
But I don’t understand what is that.
I have to look for any answers them from now on.
I have to found it until my life is till the end.
I measured my blood pressure today too.
the result is under this on the photo.
The lower blood pressure was a little down.
But the higher blood pressure was still high.
I think that the good result is nature salt which I have every day.
from now on I continue to eat nature salt.
I’m drinking a iced coffee with nature salt and milk.
Upper piciure is duo ringo’s of cellphone’s app.
It’s beautiful that the granpa escorts his wife with hand in hand in the niight.
there is a cresent moon in the nightsky and many stars.
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